Hi all.
I think I owe the FAF an clarification on the topic.
First of all, yes, the problem in my case is the PRIDE. The bad kind of pride, which goes something like this: "Who are you for ME to give you MY engineer if I don't want to?" - something like that.
Refusing to give an engineer when tech sharing is kinda a meta on Dual Gap has generated a lot of negativity, and I do mean A LOT (sometimes even hate (ok, usually hate)) - totally wasn't my goal.
And here I am, again, asking for an apology...
Still, regarding the pride issue: usually it goes both ways, because quite often when someone gets refused, they be like: "you refuse to give ME your engineer, are you insane?!" - no need to continue I think.
And yes, I did get reported for refusing giving engineers, and yes, I did get banned over that, and no, it just had to be (what else can you expect when you going around spreading hate? (totally not on purpose though)).
So what now?
FAF, I am sorry for my (toxic) behavior in the past